why bother

why do i even bother to blog....especially when all i do in friendster is check out chicks and see if my old school and college mates and well, ex work mates are still alive or dead...but oh well, since i am free...and i've got another 20 minutes till the end of my lunch time, i guess i have every single bloody right to be blogging...

Thus says paul, after 1 "fruitful" and well, learning year in horwath, i guess it's time to move onto something, possibly because i have changed my perception and perspective on many things. I am 24, but i sound like a freaking 42. Well, new place looks good, nice old teak all over...wood elements all over, much to my liking, and i get free parking ( hah.....benefits leh....)......well.....salary is not like so freaking great, but i suppose it's enough to get by days la.....

after one year of auditing, and many thanks to my current place which has enabled me to learn, i think i may have to reset my priorities and look for a different set of challenge...i've made enough enemies to last me a lifetime there, and also some good friends whom i would love to have coffee regularly with from time to time.

Nope, it's not the end of the world, but i do suppose it's the end of sumthing which will lead to something else. In the words of WKM Sr. The light at the end of the tunnel which leads u to another tunnel HaH!....

I have learnt to let go many things, particularly because of my new found self in the one upstairs....and know that there are so bloody many things u just cannot take into ur hands and say...AHAH...that;s it....sometimes we just need to bow down humbly before Him and let Him decide whats best for us. now i sound like a cantor/priest.....sigh.....

So, essentially, my life is a WIP contnuously, i rearrange my room so often, that the older stuff haven;t even gotten a chance to collect dust.

Jenni is still with me...WooHoo...ten years and still going strong.....we just splurge RMxxxx shopping a few days ago...and we are damn straight going to do that again sometime at the end of the year i hope....she's still my one and only one....and yes..her clothes are now OFFICIALLY at MY place...hah...take that =P.....

I see a lot of my friends all grown up...."girl haters" now have girlfriends, gayboys now turn straight, heck even Edrei finally went "public" about his love interest...i thought he always spent only on computer chips...some old friends are beginning to surface and bit by bit all of us are growing older, wiser, and perhaps, fatter round the corner.....girls also have their respective boyfriends, and with the daunt of camera phones, camwhoring is a real pasttime...and well....it's good...at least when i bump into them, i dun end up asking...err...who are u ar??......

times have changed too....so have all of us......and that;s err...good i suppose.....

so till then to any bloody body who's bothered to read my blog.....

n yes tharish, if u do read it, start crying =P

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[Tharish]

*sob!*
'girls also have their respective boyfriends'.....
Where got??? This girl has been single fooooorever. *sulks*
So u think i've grown up or not?